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    Friday, February 20th, 2004
    11:34 am
    I have moved to a new LJ entry - digex
    Because shiro has passed away, I am leaving this LJ account to her memory
    and have created a new account, digex for my continuing spews and rants.

    People should feel free to use this account as a place to leave messages about
    Ten Shiro Tori, the Heavenly White Bird, the beautiful little white bird who blessed
    my life for 14 years or so, and who's light shown on so many people; she had
    many friends, and she is and will be much missed.

    doug
    Thursday, February 19th, 2004
    7:59 pm
    a very sad day for me
    One of my oldest friends, and the being that my account here is named
    after, died today. My Umbrella Cockatoo, Shiro Tori, has passed on to
    wherever it is that Cockatoos go - I do hope it is a good place.

    She was maybe 16 years old, but she did not die of natural causes, per
    se, she died when someone who does house work at our house brought
    in a teflon coated pan and cooked with it.

    For those not familiar with this problem, people who own birds are (or at least
    should be) very cafeful to not have any teflon (non-stick) cookware around,
    because if it is overheated it outgases stuff that is super-poison to birds (while
    we consider this, why is it not bad for people? or is it?)

    We had been careful in the past, in that we had made sure the house had none
    of these things in it, but even though we had mentioned it to Celina, the woman
    who has worked for us for 4 years, there was someone who was working for her,
    and we are pretty sure that she simply never really understood what we were
    talking about, as she has no english.

    We are all crushed by this of course; The little white bird has been a part of our lives
    for a long, long time.

    Kurt Bauman and Mikki Barry gave her to me around 1990 or 91, and she
    was the official office bird and my near constant companion as we started Digex
    in the offices above the Chinese resturant in Greenbelt. During the winter when it
    was so cold up there, she would stand on the backs of the Hitachi color monitors
    where all the heat was streaming up. We passed her around the office not because
    she needed to be accompanied, but because she was great company for the people
    there. Melissa McDowell, Mym, RS, and many more early Digex people spent many
    days and nights with Shiro on their monitors keeping them company, shredding
    straws from the thousands of big gulps that were consumed at Digex from the 7-11
    that we single handed kept in business across the square,

    When Digex moved to 6800 shiro was one of the first people there, and when we were
    meeting with the early venture partners who were backing digex, shiro was generally
    there, sitting on top of a door looking sage and wise, or maybe it was just sleeping ;-)
    There is a famous moment when one of the VC, a very straight laced guy, came in and
    hung his suit jacket over the corner of the door, and managed to do this without seeing
    Shiro sitting there, about at the middle of the door (the whole room was white, so she
    must have just blended in). The rest of the VC saw her though, and when she opened an
    eye, then two, then put her other foot down, all in very slow motion, and started
    inching toward the coat, they all started laughing and gesturing, and the senior VC guy
    saw it all, and got to his coat just before Shiro did. She just went back to sleep, keeping
    an eye on all of us.

    The El Torito in Greenbelt, also no longer with us, was a place where they accepted Shiro
    and let her have lunch with us all the time - that was a blast and of course Shiro loved it.
    She was a natural ham, loved to show off to people, enjoyed lots of human attention, and
    at that time she travelled with me all the time, every day, so she was very used to things
    that a "normal" bird would never be able to deal with. She was the most "socialized" bird
    that I have ever known or heard of. She was potty trained (thanks Kurt and Mikki) which
    made this being in public much easier - when I was driving around in my truck, with the
    bird on my shoulder, I would roll down the window at stop lights and hold the bird out the
    window and she would poop instantly; always amusing to the other drivers at the intersection.

    As Digex got more corporate Shiro started spending more time at home - she knew how to
    drink from coke cans, knew to drop them in the recycling box and was just plain smart.
    She loved the foam on a Starbucks Latte, and the coffee too, truth be known, and most good
    red wines she would try to get a taste for (the bubbles in bubbly disturbed her nose). She
    was an incredible joy to me for something like 14 years, and was in good health so I think
    she would have been with us much longer. This one small slip-up, one pan of a kind sold all
    over the world, in every shop, and she is dead.

    The other birds who used to live with us, Luna the goffins cockatoo, and Deadeye the greenwing
    mccaw are fine, because they are living with Stacy Smith and thus were not here when this happened.

    Shiro died in my arms as Lisa was driving us to the emergency vet - until the very last I hope I
    was able to comfort her and let her know that we cared for her and loved her. I am so sorry for
    this, I apologize to all of Shirobirds friends, and she had so many.

    So, I am kinda exhausted after today. I will write more later, and I am going to put up a Shiro
    tribute site - not too many birds got their picture in the Wash Post, with their name in the
    caption, so there are many reasons to remember the wonderful little Shirobird.

    doug

    P.S. Please feel free to comment on this with your rememberences about Shiro.
    This is a good place to collect peoples thoughts.
    Monday, January 26th, 2004
    12:23 am
    eating strawberries in the snow
    It is snowing here right now - coming down fast and thick, and
    there is no wind to speak of, which is important. Standing in the
    front yard, there is no noise, no sound, the snow covers everything
    like a sound absorbing blanket, and noises near and distant are
    absorbed, quieted. In the silence, there is a beautiful hiss, the
    sound of the snow, as it lands everywhere, even the sound of the
    flakes as they collide in decent, a quiet white noise that is at once
    restful, and focusing. I can hear the sounds of the snow, and there
    is a solitude that is hard, if not impossible, to get in any other way.

    I am at peace, cocooned in my snowly world, the snow bright in the
    darkness, and in the moment, without even the noises of nature,
    I feel renewed.

    I take a strawberry out of my pocket - why is it there? I bought them
    at the store a little while ago, and now I have several in my pocket.
    In the silence, and with the focus, the strawberry is overwhelming
    in its sweetness, and with bite and tang, and I can feel the juices on
    my lips, in my mouth. It would be unbearable except that is it
    fabulous, lush. Every fraction of a second of it to be experienced.

    I look down at my 2 year old daughter who is standing at my feet,
    in her purple jacket and knit hat; she has been eating a handful of
    snow and now she too bites into a strawberry which I have handed
    her. She says "ummm..." and I know that she too appreciates the
    strawberry in this context - I would love to hear her describe it.
    As if reading my mind, she just yells, in that loud but very cute two
    year old voice "Snow! Snow! Daddy Snow!"
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